Thursday, October 4, 2012

Chaotic September 2012

Hello, everyone.

I didn't realize it had been so long since I posted.  We've had a September that just went by in a blur and we are still recovering.

I did start the new Clinical Trial in late August and it seemed to be going well.  We went to the Berkshires for Labor Day week and enjoyed a wonderful concert at Tanglewood (The Great American Songbook) and an interesting visit to the Crane Paper Museum.  They make all the paper used for our currency and other money around the world.  The Secret Service guards the facility and keeps the process a secret to try to foil counterfeiters. We also went to a new play "Satchmo at the Waldorf", a one-man show about the life of Louis Armstrong.  Really good!  Steve also got in some fishing and we both relaxed.

I started to have some symptoms of dizziness, lightheaded, etc. while we were there, but I have spells like that all the time, so didn't give it much thought.  Two days after we got home, on Monday, September 10, Steve went into the hospital to have his knee replaced.  While he was still in the hospital, my doctor called and said, according to my latest lab reports, my red cell count was very low.  I needed to go into Boston Medical Center for a blood transfusion.The drug trial was put on hold.  My brother Frank and his wife Martha spent the day with me at BMC (I got a ride there from a friend, Suki Meredith) while I had the transfusion.  They pushed me around the hospital campus in a wheelchair.

Steve was discharged the next day.  Since I was not driving (worried about dizzy spells....) another friend, Kay Sorensen, drove me to Needham to pick up Steve.  Our neighbor Bill Holbrook helped us get him into the house and settled in.  The next week was sort of uneventful.  We had someone come and spend the night every night the first week Steve was home, just in case. Thank you to my sister Suzie, friends Janet, Wally and Cheryl, Alan, Carrie and Matt. Sarah spent a lot of spare time during the day with us.

I thought I'd be able to do the daily work around the house without any problem, but I hadn't counted on how immobile Steve would be.  He needed help with PT, showering, etc.  I was going downhill and exhausted over the next week.  By September 21, I couldn't even walk ten feet without having to rest and catch my breath.  I had some other symptoms, too, and Saturday morning Pat Barylick drove me into BMC where they admitted me for two nights.  I had three blood transfusions and went home feeling much better.  However, it was clear that I couldn't hold down the fort while Steve was recuperating and that I needed to rest.

We are SO fortunate that our friend Lisa Oberly stepped up to the plate and we were able to hire her as our "home care aide".  She comes in the morning, makes sure we get all of our meds, makes breakfast, helps Steve with his PT and shower and just makes me rest. She comes back later for lunch, runs the laundry and dishwasher, makes supper, runs errands and is the BEST.  We would be "in the soup" if she wasn't able to come help us out.

I went back on the clinical trial on October 2, and so far, so good.  Still not driving, but I think if all goes well and I don't have any more dizziness, then I can start to do some driving and get back to normal after next week.  We've had lots of neighbors and friends volunteer to drive us to doctor's appointments and that has been invaluable. Steve should be mobile in about 3 more weeks if all goes well. His range of motion and flexibility improve every day and he is diligent about his PT.

The highlight of the month was Jackson's baptism on September 30. We were able to get to church and be there for his big moment.  He was the best baby and we had a wonderful family day. We also celebrated Charlotte's 5th birthday with a special cake and pinata after church.

So with the help of marvelous siblings, children, in-laws, friends and neighbors, and lots of prayers and good wishes, we are doing better every day.  Thank you all!  Keep up the prayers and thoughts.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

All Good Things Must Come to an End

Hello everyone.
 I haven't published anything lately, because life was humming along very nicely and I was sure I would bore everyone with reporting on our trips, family time, etc.  but lurking under the surface for the last several months has been the realization that eventually I was going to get unsettling news from my every six weeks evaluations at Boston Medical Center.  So, last time I went to BMC (July 23 & 24), we were told that my kidney function had worsened and that my Amyloid "numbers" had gone up about 14 points.  Over the last year they had hung out in a plateau going up a couple of points each time I had the tests, but nothing alarming. Now that the doctors feel the Amyloid is "trending upward" fairly significantly, it's time to try to slow it down and maybe get it into the normal range.

So, after about two weeks of soul-searching, asking questions,talking to Steve, the kids and some friends, I have decided to go on a new clinical trial that is just opening up in Boston.  It is for a drug called Pomolidimide which is similar to the Revlimid I had last year.  It has been throughly researched for treatment of Multiple Myloma, but not vetted for Amyloid yet.  However, from what I can tell, all the Amyloid treatments and clinical trials are all based on what has worked for Myloma.  I will be the third person to be on this trial with Pomolidimide.  The possible side effects are similar to Revlimid and include low white cell count, low platelets, fatigue, blah,blah.  I'll need to break out my mask again and keep out of crowds, malls, the usual.  No more grocery shopping for me (one of the few benefits! :) )  This trial will last for just a few months to up to a year, depending on how I tolerate it.  I will start on August 20.

In the meantime, I also have my kidney function to worry about.  I've had to REALLY reduce my salt intake (I was careful about it, but now I have to be fanatical).  And reduce how much I can drink and take more diuretics.  I have lost about 8 pounds in the last two weeks, which was all fluid.  Yikes. If I can reduce the amount of Amyloid forming in the kidneys then I can keep the function where it is or maybe improve somewhat. That is the hope! 

Steve is having knee surgery on September 10th to replace his bum knee.  He is looking forward to no more pain (me, too), but we may both be on the "PUP" list for a good part of the fall.

We do have some wonderful things coming up in the next couple of months:  Alan and Brooke are expecing a baby girl in December so we will have another grandchild! The new baby will join Casey who is starting kindergarden.  Jackson continues to do very well....he is really cute!...and Sarah and Matt are coping with a new baby, new MBA and  job, new schedules and hanging in very well.  Carrie and Paul have moved and the girls are really enjoying their new yard.  Elizabeth will be in first grade and Charlotte missed the kindergarden cut off and will be spending another year in Nursery school.  They do all kinds of fun stuff.....dance, swimming, soccer and coming up next, karate.

So, it's time for me to ask for more prayers and good thoughts to come our way.  We will need them!!! And I so appreciate your comments and cheering me on.  I really do try to be a Buffalo!

Monday, April 30, 2012

Catching Up

Hello everyone....I realize it's been a long time since I updated the blog.  I have been doing well and been taking advantage of this respite from chemo.

After being kept from cruising in late January, I continued to be on medication and recuperating for at least another month into late February. Had my regular amyloid evaluation on Feb. 27 and 28th with the usual array of tests and procedures.  Figures were still stable, so I had another six weeks until I went back on April 10th. Numbers are still "pretty stable", so I've been given another six weeks off. I know at some point the numbers are going to continue to creep up (as they have been) until the doctors are going to have to recommend another treatment. But for now, I will enjoy my life for each six week increment!

The biggest news is the birth of our sweet new grandson, Jackson Campbell Walker, son of Sarah and Matt. He arrived on March 14 and we were his first visitors at 4 hours old.  I've been able to drive in to Boston at least once a week to give Sarah a hand and spend some time with her and Jackson.

Steve and I went to Sanibel Island in Florida for a week and went to the Red Sox last home game of spring training at the new stadium in Fort Myers.  A fun time.  Sanibel is beautiful and I recommend it! Warm water on the Gulf, bike paths everywhere and great restaurants.  Actually, the restaurants may have been my downfall; I came back with an overabundance of fluid on-board and had to take lots of Lasix (water pills) to take it off.  I lost about 10 pounds in eleven days!  yikes.

Have also kept busy with other fun things....lunches with friends, forums at the Kennedy Library, birthday parties, Games Nights,  Museum of Fine Arts, and enjoying the grandchildren. I've also volunteered to take on writing publicity for United Church in Walpole. It keeps my creative juices flowing and is something I can do from home on my own time. So keep an eye out in the Walpole Times and Hometown Weekly!

That's it for now.  Have a Happy Spring and I'll check in later in May/June with another update.

Thanks again for all your prayers and concern. I can feel it and I appreciate it.

Cilla

Friday, January 27, 2012

Focusing on the good stuff

First, here's my "bummer" news...just to get it off my chest. (bad pun)  I've had a bad cold/sinus infection, wicked cough, etc. all month....starting New Year's week-end! Have been to the doctor at least 3 times...so, now several antiobiotics, inhalers, steroids,codeine,lung fluid later....I have some kind of chest infection/asthma thing that has caused my doctor to cancel our Carribean cruise. So today I am feeling sorry for ourselves.. Steve is taking it very philosphically and feels it was inevitable.  I was still hopeful up until yesterday when Dr. Dusseault layed the hammer down.  So we're around this week and I"d love a call or visit. We can pretend we're on a cruise together! I was thinking of dressing in my summer clothes and visiting the Olde CountryBuffet to try to duplicate the cruise experience.  See, just writing this is making me in a better mood.

In the meantime, we had a wonderful Christmas with all the kids and everyone was healthy and happy. Went to the Disney on Ice show with Carrie, Sarah, Elizabeth and Charlotte and Carrie's mother in law Mary.  A fun girls afternoon out. Love figure skating! even the Disney variety... Had a fun New Year's week-end with Mary and Ron at Chatham First Night on the Cape. I didn't stay up until midnight (my cold had already kicked in) but we had a lot of laughs together.  We've been enjoying the Patriots march to the Superbowl, too. 

We are  excitedly waiting for our newest grandchild to make an appearance. Sarah's pregnancy is coming along nicely and she is due on March 7.   The winter has been mild and so I do have lots to be thankful and appreciative for.

Thanks for listening.  :)

Love, Cilla